it's a raining day.......with blowing a strongly wind....however,the wind not gonna blow away my sadness....and the rain wont wash away my tears.... there's a pain...living in my heart...

i miss her.....i got dream...i wonder could it be..but i was dreaming abt tat....i was holding her hand..but im lok like holding a kid's hand...bcz her hand is very small in the dream...like those kid with age 6-9....haha..funny...but im hapi....in the dream....^^


suddenly,i woke up d....i received a msg frm her...when i woke up....the dream..my dream..is fading away frm me..i has back to the truth....

y it's so fast.....y can't I jz being dream like tat....but, i knew tat i canot be...cant live my life with staying in the dream.....

v both noe....wad has happened.....but v just never mention abt it anymore.....pretend like nothing...pretend like usual....im controlling myself not to cry.....i wan myself to look gud,look nth...lok...normal...

but there stil a scar ..in my heart...maybe it's stop bleding,but,left a wound..tat wil awiz in my heart......not gonna be recover......

just wait...TIME......to heal......

my heart is so disguised ...i jz cnt live a lie anymore...i love you..but i never tell....and, i guess..that's the oni way..our story goes.....

there's nothing left to say....but,goodbye..my love....

i will hide my love on you in my heart,as always.... and every moment i spent wif you...is the moment that i treasure......

now,take care..my dear friend.....