im sorry.................................................

crying..............crying.............v all are crying...................i guess...................im not the oni 1 who cried................bcz v all were sad.................im wondered wad to do......................


but i do feel very sad.................very sad rite now........................is the sad tat.....................i nvr experienced b4...............wondering y.....................my heart is bleeding...........................i love her ............very much..........................but i cnt 2geter wif her.........................y????? y?????? y mz destiny play me like tat ?!!!!!!!!


i hear ur voice on the line....but it doesn't stop the pain.....im reali sad.............................................................................................................................tears is dropping now....................................but nth i can do........................................................................................................................................................

but i promise u " i wont ask others to go mountain anymore..." this is the oni thg tat i could do.......................for u.....................................................i love you....................
from my deeply truely heart...........................................
AND...i wont forget abt the lollipop................i wont forget everythg abt u too...............

NEVER ...........bcz i reali love u so much........................爱一个人好难。。。但原来忘记一个人更难。。。。。


act jz now when u called me tat time.....i reali got sth wan to say...i wan to ask:" can you, be my gf?...do i have a chance??"

but finali oso i din say it out.....i dun hv guts.......
.

im asking myself..will i feel regret? if i din ask u tat question...or i will feel guilty more??

i...reali duno..................i wish tat u can be my gf.......i reali wan to say it out......im felt frustrated on myself......

im lying alone.thiking alone...til it hurt...i noe u hurt too...but wad else v can do..??

good..night....